Memory Circles Under the Rolling Pin

June 9, 2025

roti aur aam ka achaar

Neelam Didi looped roti
with the movie playing in the portable TV-VCR
in the yellow-lit courtyard;
her name stretched into a straight line
calling for more roti

I tried to decrypt that distance
in a language alien to my mother tongue,
watched the TV with everyone
gaping at a man set on fire–
                                         the orange
of fennel smoked oil from the mango pickle
trickled down my forearm

Neelam Didi wiped it
with a piece of roti, pinned down the pickle
for a slice of its flesh – tender, greener, darker
than the tattoo in her Dadima’s wrinkled forearm.

Footnotes:
roti – flat bread made of wheat
aur – and
aam ka achaar – mango pickle
Didi – elder sister
Dadima – paternal grandmother

G.Akila juggles poetry with work, home and others. Her poems have found place in online magazines, print anthologies and has also been presented at TEDx and literature festivals in India.

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