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Feckless

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I labour by singing light
Not for ambition or bread
—Dylan Thomas

To poetry I’ve given myself
the way monks or nuns
give themselves to nothing
I can see, and call it God
nonetheless. There is more
to this world than six figures.
My father disapproved
when I told him I wanted to live
for literature. I didn’t really
put it that way—said I was switching
from engineering to English.
Weak, ineffective, worthless, irresponsible
is how Merriam-Webster defines
feckless which has effectively
held a top ten spot in lookups
for three weeks running.
I feel it, wanting to slap it on
these heartless Trumps,
these crass and grasping sharpers,
but it’s such a pretty word
that instead of invective
I’ll claim it for myself, a title
for this poem, for all my work
that on trading floors
and in boardrooms has no worth,
but is dear to me nevertheless,
this my craft and feckless art.

 


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What does ‘Feckless’ mean? [Newsweek]


Matthew Murrey is a poet whose writings have appeared in various journals such as Tar River Poetry, Poetry East, and Rattle. He received an NEA Fellowship in Poetry a number of years ago, and his first book, Bulletproof, will be published by Jacar Press. He is a high school librarian in Urbana, Illinois where he lives with his partner. They have two sons who live in the Pacific Northwest.